Talked to Mike today. He took today off, having worked until midnight for the previous two nights trying to complete a Herculean task that, well, really was more than one person should have to do. He was just tossed the task and told to make it happen. Unfortunately, he hasn't been able to hire the people he needs to delegate.

He was in good spirits, but told me several times, "The grass isn't always greener on the other side."

Yeah, I know this. I understand the amount of freedom Doyle and I have with the current working situation. I realize there are exchanges made: time for money, freedom for security, flexibility for comfort. It happens. The trick is finding the balance that doesn't chafe, that fits well, that, well, just works.

I haven't found it yet. Here's hoping I find it soon.

Gah. It's the ninth of November and I've barely posted anything this month. What a disaster, as I try to catch up on all the posts that I've written but not published, or outlined but not written, or what have you. I hate posts that say, "Uh, duh, sorry I haven't written, so I'll just write about not having written." Stupid crap. No one likes to read that.

The good news for today, aside from the fact I'm actually writing, which is always a good thing, I think, is that we finally fired an impossible client today.

The client is one who has been with us for a while now. Despite our best efforts, and that's my effort, Doyle's effort and Mike's effort, we weren't able to keep the client's projects from heading into scope expansion and feature creep. We thought we'd learned our lesson with the first part of the project, and explicitly spelled out what we were going to do in the second part of the project, and hopefully make back some of that loss. I'm not sure why we thought we would able to correct the failing relationship and management this way, we weren't.

Finally, I just started saying no. Any idea how hard saying no is for me? It's hard.

So, we told the client we were done. We wouldn't be continuing working on his projects. I can't believe how much relief I felt at this. However, I'll believe it when the project is actually transferred away.

Finally!

The first of two Postfix books have arrived. Time to fix the mail server issues that I've been struggling with forever now. Well, if forever is defined as two months. Which it could be, given the right scenario. I guess.

Whoo! The postfix book is here!

Gah, I can't believe how excited I am about switching both an MTA and a mail server. You can probably count the number of people you know who feel that way on one hand.

Maybe two fingers.

You know, picking up a stinking mass of dog poop on a walk has to be one of the least desirable actions when you're sick.

Even if the dogs are cute.

Okay, screw the vegetarian path for this week.

I've been trying to eat vegetarian for the last month or so. Such an action is particulary difficult, as I don't have a strong moral opposition to eating meat. Doyle asked what's the point of going vegetarian then, when meat is so tasty?

Well, let's see, the health reasons: eating lots of vegetables is easier if you're not eating meat as the main course. You're less likely to contract some transmissible spongiform encephalopathic disease if you're not eating an animal of unknown or unverifiable origin. There are the environmental reasons: raising various meats, especially in the factory methodologies of modern meat production, is quite detrimental to the local, and eventually global, environment. And the trump card: the moral reason. It's hard to know that the animals we're eating have consciousnesses and thoughts, and reconcile that with the various emotions associated with our pets.

Not saying that very well. Especially in light of today's illness.

So, yeah, lack of strong moral objects.

I had chicken soup today.