Different type of terrified

Okay, I am at this point nearly completely terrified. Nearly. Not all the way. Not so that I can't function.

Just mostly.

And differently than last time.

I've submitted an application for a presentation spot in the TechCrunch50 conference. It almost feels like the application to the spot for Team USA back in 2005, with one big exception. One REALLY BIG exception.

I have a backup plan.

A REALLY BIG backup plan.

Still.

My heart this thumping. My blood is racing. My fingers are flying. And I'm doing exactly what Kris told me to do: "No skipping out on this. No fear of failing. You do it this time. I mean it."

So, I am.

And I'm terrified.